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lalala. i gotta do my english vocab! i'm very guai this year! i've been doing all my work:D OH SHIT! my english summary! i haven't done it at ALL! AHHHH! i don't wanna do itttt! shhhiiiieeeetttt! lalala. sigh. i am bored babeh. OOH! i'm done with the stupid english vocab. hurhur. so weird my bro's friend added me on msn. i'm bored. heh:/

OH YEAH! i saw this SOMEWHERE.

"and like every guy wants.."HER"..who is that?oh well
i want HER too:D"

like omgwtf. HOW DESPO PLEASE?! lalala.

ah well... heh. guess where its from! melissa and amelia can't play:p

(: type the answer on my tag board if you will. lalala

sigh.

you don't normally see people advertising their need for a girlfriend/boyfriend anywhere right?

laahhlaaahhhlaaahhh! hahahah

hohoho. if the person who wrote this sees this, don't get angry yeah? heh(:

SMILE((:

hahahaha. i am bored. lalalala! ugh. i'm looking for miss cheong's profile on friendster now. laadeedaa. i think imma give up soon. i'm laazzyyyyy!!! i can't find iitttt! OHOHOHOHOH! I FOUND IT BABEHH! hahahaha. ohmygod la. i went pass it! shhiiieeetttt! waaaassssttttteeee mmmmyyyyyy TIME! hahahahah. okay. gotta go do some workk. BYEBYE(:

woohoo! half time chelsea against nottingham forest. 3-0! shevchenko, drogba&jon obi mikel. yay!(: haha.

hohoho. im at my cousin's house now. i'm supposed to be studying but i don't think its possible hahah. ok. i have nothing much to say(:
byebye:p

I'm hooked on the river by good charlotte! haha. my obsession is coming back! yeah man!

i've been so stressed this whole week!
got stupid OM deadlines to meet..
&everyone's so busy so its almost impossible to get anything done.
because of this, i've become SUPER impatient.
i guess its cos i really wanna get things done.
&everyone keeps taking their time as if there's no deadline.
i get really frustrated.
i guess its also cos i'm co-leader
&i want my group to make it quick enough for 2nd assesment.
its possible to get full marks&i want that for the group.
even if the other co-leader doesn't really think this OM thing is really that important,
i still want my group to do its best.
its like i know we can do it,
but we're not giving ourselves a chance to
its so frustrating
if i've snapped at you any time i'm sorry.
it's just that i've been SO frustrated that i become like that.
i somehow think its like how a parent would feel
as in like they want their children to do well
&its really what i feel for my group now.
so i'm really sorry if i made anyone feel like shit
please understand what i feel too.
its like i have to study ALOT&i have this OM thing.
i feel responsible since i'm the co-leader.
if we screwed up the thing it'll seem like my fault cos i'm "the co-leader"
sigh
please people in my group! stop frustrating me&please do what you're supposed to do!
like sending me the pix cos i really gotta get working on the membership sign.
it doesn't take an hour to make you know! it takes at least 3 hours the least.
i don't wanna let you all down so you all don't let me down either kay?

baptised in the river
i see a vision of my life and i wanna be delivered
in the city was a sinner
i've done a lot of things wrong but i swear i'm a believer
like the prodigal son
i was out on my own now i'm trying to find my way back home
baptised in the river
i'm delivered
i'm delivered

OH YA OH YA THE PIX!(:






hot right?
hahahaha:p

HAHAH. im using the commpuutarrrr againn! its a luxury to me okay. I WANT MY LETTERRRRRRRR MELISSAAAAAAAAAAA! its been TWO weeks. (:

haha i'm like so computer deprived! OH AND MANCHESTER UNITED LOST BABEHH! yaye! everytime they have a chance to advance WAY ahead of chelsea they always waste the chance and lose! that time was against west ham. WEST HAM OKAY! hahahahah. man u are LOSERS! woohoo! i'm happy happy happy happy! if arsenal lost i would've probably came to school crying! its not that i support arsenal or anything, it's just that i support any club when they play united. heh. ehehehehe. i'm like crazy now. i'm in the comp lab in school. haven't been there for quite long time. i'm here doing the home ec brochure thing that's like due tomorrow! hahah, i'm supposed to do things but i'm doing nothing la. sorry? haha:/ oh yeah, i apologise to vera if i was "what" to her.. sorry la, i was pmsing what. can't blame me for that:p lol. OH MELISSA KHOR! I WANT MY REPLY LAHH! omg, i'm still traumatised by what she told me her 6 year old cousin said to her. she was like " my daddy watches this on the computer, sometimes they wear bra, sometimes they don't wear bra" like WTF?!?! a freaking 6 year old saying that! and she told melissa's sis "sometimes they wear panties, sometimes they don't wear panties" AHHHH! omg la. so traumatising! ohmygoshhhhh! hahahaha. but it's quite funny too(:

hahah. i gotta upload the nicola pix.
alright.
i'll upload them next time.

AHHHHHHH OMG LA. LIVERPOOL IS LEADING 2-0. AND ITS NOT EVEN HALF TIME! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! PLEASE GOD LET CHELSEA WIN PLEASE! ITS SO DEPRESSING AND SO ANNOYING! ITS SO FRUSTRATING! OMGOMGOMGOMG. I'M GONNA LOSE MY VOICE REAL BAD. NOOOOOOOOOO! ALONSO'S LIP LOOKS NASTY! HE SHOULD SIT OUT UNTIL HE STOPS BLEEDING. IT LOOKS DAMN NASTY LA. SIGH. NICOLA HO SHOULD TAKE OFF HER BLUE BRA. I THINK IT'S AFFECTING THE SCORE. EVERY TEAM SHE SUPPORTS LOSES. BLUE= CHELSEA. NICOLA WEARING BLUE = CHELSEA LOSE. SO HOW? NICOLA HO! I'M LISTENING TO AMELIA CRAPPING ON THE PHONE NOW. HAHA. NICOLA'S WEARING A MAN U JERSEY NOW. HAHA. SIGH. I HOPE THEY LOSE! HMM... i think they're playing bad on purpose today. so that jose mourinho can show abramovich that he needs more players. and omg la. wright-phillips just got elbowed. so sad. sigh. I'M SO ANNOYED! i really hope mourinho is doing this on purpose. ah, petr cech is like so useless today. i think he really needs the assistance of john terry. EVERYONE NEEDS THE ASSISTANCE OF JOHN TERRY! ah, got all the idiots trying to annoy me right now. half time now. so sad): louis is annoying me now! so depressing! ohmyshhhhiiiiitttttt! I HATE LIVERPOOL! man u better lose tomorrow. and arsenal better win tomorrow. omg la. so annoying!

heyhey. im at esther's house now! haha. hahaha amelia's maid has a boyfriend! wow! hahaha. kuku good man. we're gonna put makeup on nibubu now. hehe. wonder how she's gonna turn out. amelia and esther are having a conversation on make up and mascara now. quite interesting to see what amelia says. vera's gone. she went for dinner with her family cos its her dad's birthday. she actually forgot. and she ate 2 pieces of pizza so she's basically too full to eat now. haha. so gong. OH YAH. and i got my shoes already. nice pretty turquoisy green 2 1/2 inch heels. YAY! so pretty! ha. nicola's so cute. she makes her sis call her "your majesty". haha. so cute la she.

I'm fourteen and 1 day babehh.
melissa got me nice gree-ish turquoise heels.
prettaye!
haha
yay!

thanks melissa!
love ya<3
i want my reply.

oh and amelia, get well soon yeah babe?

oh there's something i wanna add. if you think i'm a loser, what are you? winner eh? what did you win huh, winner? don't you have better things to do than tag on a "loser's" blog? oh, you mustn't have anyone else to tag then. why could that be? OH. IT MUST BE BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE FRIENDS. the question is, since you're the "winner", why don't you have friends? you should be having friends since you a "winner". it looks like i, the "loser" has more friends than you. therefore, i'd rather be a "loser" with friends than a "winner" with NO friends. ZERO. look who's the real loser now. it's obviously the one without any friends. and you think you type so well huh? if you type so well, and your english's so good, wouldn't you be a very busy person with important things to do since you're so smart? why don't you become an english teacher. maybe a professor? then you can show off your superb english and teach everyone and correct them? how selfish of you. don't want to teach the weaker students.. what a self centered asshole. i think you'd suit the role of the self centered character for problem 5 of the odyssey of the mind thing. i'm sure you don't even have to act and you'll win. since i don't think you'll settle for anything less right, "winner"? me passing my english is my problem. do you have a problem with it? if you do, too bad. i'll do whatever i want to do and what can you do to stop me. i wanna fail, i'll fail. my typing has nothing to do with passing english. HELLO. we are tested comprehension. its about understanding, didn't you know? tsk. maybe you didn't. so you should be a loser too.

anyway, i'm done arguing with you or whatever you wanna call this.
this is my blog.
i say what i want to say.
if you have a problem, live with it.
you can die in the process of trying to live with it and i won't care.
so i'm happy with the way i type.
and if you're not,
you can go somewhere else.
you're not welcomed here.
get lost.

ohohoh! i'm turning 14 tomorrow! (:

haha. i went out with amelia yesterday to celebrate my birthday in advance. it was supposed to be with the whole nicola and co.. but all of them couldn't make it... nicola did join us after lunch though.. haha. spent quite alot of money. it was fun.

oh. you know what? i failed my english test today. i know, mr teo marks damn fast. sigh. i'm very depressed. VERY. HOW CAN I FAIL ENGLISH? IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE?! ahhhh! i'm so sad. today's not a good day for me. my phone bill came. i'm gonna be $80 poorer and my phone's gonna be confiscated): SO SAD! no phone during birthday): luckily its my birthday. or i don't think i'd be able to pay for my bill already. bleah. ugh. ah well... i think i'll be able to survive without a phone.. it's not like i sms alot now or anything. i can talk on the house phone i guess. sigh. euurrgh. i think school is fun. oh and i might fail my chinese test too. i didn't finish it. sighsighsigh. i told my mom that i failed english, and she thinks there's something wrong. i think there's something wrong too. they're gonna deprive me of more stuff now. and it' s not my fault that i failed! i don't even know why i failed! i can't explain why! it's not that i don't understand the passage or anything... it's not that i'm carelous either.. its just that i failed to elaborate on many attemps. and the vocab part. ARGH!

sigh.

two days to my birthday.
2days.

HEY AGAIN! I am BACK! Hahah. Finally luhh. It was melissa’s birthday yesterday.. yay! Happy birthday Melissa! Haha… sounds so bimbo! My resolution is to not sound bimbo. So I shall stop myself! Heh. Alright. OH and Amelia, don’t cry anymore okay? Don’t worry. Your hair will grow back. Don’t need to cry. It’ll look fine. Trust me yeah(: good. Anyway, I wanna go out this Sunday to celebrate my birthday! It’s actually on the 17th, but it’s depressing Wednesday… and school finishes at like what, 3? Sigh. So Sunday it will be. With Nicola and co! and vera, stop worrying about your phonebill! Never mind la. Just don’t be as foolish as you were in the past 3 months.

Oh I shall reply tags here. I’m too lazy:P
Siran: hahah… since when did you start advertising for boobie implants? Hahah. They were fun though…
Amelia: why would you want to? I also don’t want. Siao! Hahah. YES YES! We will visit Nicola there! Yay! What an experience it will be. Lol.
Caryl: thanks! Glad you don’t think I’m dao… (: please do inform me if im not doing what I resolved to…ty! Loves<3
Estherlyn: I can’t talk softer! I have to talk loud.. or nicola won’t be able to hear me. She’s deaf, mute, lame you see… so sad right? And intellectually challenged too. Ha. Don’t worry I linked alr
Aloe: hah. I sorta guessed so…
Siran: schools quite alright. Quite fun too! Hahah… im a little siao la…
Hazel: LINKED((:

FIVE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY BABY!
5 DAYS…

hmm... last year actually ended quite well. no worries, no problems, nothing. i'm fortunate enough i guess... throughout the year i've had disappointments, problems, LOTS to worry about. but in the last minutes of the year, i felt happy surprisingly. i mean, i felt like my life was so carefree la. i don't feel this way much. i think last year was good. one of the best. though i think last year was the year where i had the most mood swings, felt the most stress, seriously on an emotional rollercoaster.. probably due to the hormones and shit. but i think it was the most enjoyable. maybe it's cos i've learnt to treasure things more and had alot of happy memories. i think its also cos as i grow older, my circle of friends becomes smaller, and thus we are closer. that's what i think. my friends are really REALLY an important part of my life. they never fail to be there. school was good last year. i didn't think i'd grow to like onepe, but i actually did. well, i didn't think amelia would end up being my best friend either.. (if you didn't know, we used to hate each other in primary school...) i think i've learnt to be more responsible too... that's good right? haha. i think i've learnt that whatever happens, i should just learn to accept it, like i eventually did last year when i didn't think my sec1 life was gonna be good. i think whatever happens, i should just trust in God and everthing will be fine. haha.. this is a damn serious sounding post, but i don't care. last year was good cos of the world cup.. my first year in secondary school, which is VERY different from primary school... first year in yz too, which can be quite scary.. especially when in my position that time.. sigh. but yz's okay to me now. i've even decided to serve. making new friends in school was good. friends that i've never known from other primary schools.. its interesting. hmm.. so my new year's resolution would be i guess to 1)be more friendly? cos alot of people think i'm anti social and dao.. but i'm not actually.. i think its cos i'm shy? 2)study hard. i can't afford to drop classes. i really can't. 3)do my quiet time EVERYDAY. my relationship with God can improve a hell lot. i think i'm being unfair to him. 4) hahahah... try sounding less bimbo and lian.. cos i'm actually NOT bimbo, and neither am i lian. its just the way i talk i guess? i have different ways of talking to different people la. and finally 5) i wanna try to be more guai! haha... i know it sounds quite impossible.. but, i must try. yup. haha. yeah okay, that'll probably be all i'm gonna say.
oh yeah, and everything wouldn't be possible without God. he's helped me grow and mature alot in my faith and everything else. thankyouLord!

today's my grandpa's birthday. my uncle came over with his dog today. puppy. husky. 3months old. err... it came upstairs and ate something it shouldn't have.. i won't say what... but it isn't a very nice/good thing to eat. quite sick actually. it went to the dustbin and just picked it up. i worry how the dog's gonna shit it out now. its not breakdown-able. AHH! how? and its only 3 months old lahhh! HOW?!
ANYWAYY... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! yay! its nearing my birthday!

SIXTEEN DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!
16 DAYS!